New Updates~

It's been a while since I've updated my blog...

Ntah, xtauk lah knk...

Maybe because I recently had a bad experience with a blog...Urgh! It brings back bad memories...

Enough about it...

Did you know that I got a new job already? Yea...almost 2 months now and yet still don't have anything to do. Some people might like it, but not me...I need to do something...or else am gonna rot myself due to excessive boredom...Seriously...am no good when am bored...I'll start to disturb people...doesn't matter if they wanted to be disturb or not...I'll just disturb them until they're mad at me...then I'll know that my mission is completed...crazy right?

::sigh::

What else is there to do? Wish that I have a million ringgit...then I'm off to anywhere I wanted every weekend...wanna go somewhere with a beach...nice, beautiful and relaxing beach.....::daydreaming mode::

::BAM!!!::

Ok, am back to reality...::sigh::

Am out guys...no mood to blog anymore coz otherwise I'll be typing crapsssss all day...

Nice to see you dear blog...after all this while...

Chiow peeps~

If I...

If I would disappear one day...would anybody be looking for me?

Hmm...makes me wonder if anyone would realize it? When will they realize it? What will they do about it? Would they be panicking? Looking frantically for me? Or...would they be like..."Oh,don't worry...she'll turn up shortly..."

I just might try to pull that stunt one day...but if I do that...how will I know who will be looking for me? Hmm...have to plan it properly...should have a back-up plan for it...

But first, have to find a job so that I'll be able to survive for that period of time. However I need to at least tell somebody where I am...just in case...plus that someone can be my spy...

::sigh::

I know that life is not worth it to be angry or frustrated or whatever negative feelings there are in this world...so am trying my best to ignore all of it no matter how painful it is for me...but I feel like the more I ignore it the more people took me for granted...so maybe that's why am writing this post...maybe I really should go away for a while...

Am off peeps...Chiow...

Apparently Is My New Favourite Word...

I don't feel like myself lately...I know it...even my friends seem to notice it also today...

Apparently...some didn't...

I don't know how to explain it...coz I feel if I explain it to someone...anyone...they would think that it's my fault...am not saying that it's not but sometimes you feel that you are entitle to feel that way...am a human too, why can't I feel that way???

So here's the only way I feel that I could express what I've been feeling lately...

Am not clingy...never really have been a clingy person. But lately am feeling clingy-ish...and I know that it's not really good to act/feel that way...so am trying my best not to. Really trying my best not to get too attached on someone but what can I do...he's so damn near to my heart. And am so getting used to hearing/receiving something from that someone...at least, minimum 5 times...in a day...

Apparently, it's getting less and less lately...so am feeling a bit neglected...I know and understand the situation and everything...but I can't help feeling that way...I remember one used to say that they at least need to have some sort of communication with me even though it's a simple SMS asking what am I doing.....

But now if I didn't send a message, I won't receive anything for the rest of the day...sigh...

Apparently am not worth one minute of your time.....

Again, I understand the whole situation...but who would understand how I feel? Am guessing my feeling don't matter much...whatever...

Am outta here...Adios peeps...

OK Fine.....

Am trying to understand someone from their own point of view...
Seriously trying...
But after considering all the circumstances I still can't understand why that person acted like that.

I mean, come on...you've known us for almost a year now...and yet you still can't get us??? We like to tease people...tease each other...can you understand that??? We are all friends...and friends don't take each other seriously when it comes to teasing...(though other people might think that it's too much sometimes)

Please la...if we were to take things seriously,all of us might not be friends right now...(mun gia kah,lamak dh ku merajuk juak dgn cdak...gila babeng punya guro bah...)

All I know that after this things will never be the same again...even though we do make up with each other but I don't think we would be able to act around you the same way we did before...(at least for me la...don't think that I would be able to treat you the same ever again...coz that just how I am...) I mean how could you ever think that I was that bad to my friend?????

Am ignoring everything right now...and am thinking of going back to my old self...not giving a damn about people who treat me that way...

Whatever...am tired of all the dramas...

It's up to you to think what's best for you and vice versa...

Chiow...

You Really Don't Want To Get On My Bad Side.....

What a day...and it's not even half a day yet...

But some people already managed to piss me off...stupid people. They think that because they are permanent they can ask other people to do everything for them. Go eff yourself off la...

Am so not in the mood to do anything right now. I mean why do I have to give a f**k about everything when clearly they don't even f**king care about it. If anything goes wrong they will simply said that it was our fault...eff you...but when it's a great job they will take the credit for it even though they didn't even do a single thing for it.

All of you can go and f**k yourself off or with each other...I don't give a f**k...to hell with you guys...

Modern Technology

Thank God for modern technology...now I can still see my beloved even though he's.....i don't know how many hundreds miles away from me...(wahahaha...dtg jiwang indah)

Anyway...am very2 grateful for all the technology surrounding me...my handphone, my laptop, my internet and all sorts of things.

Am gonna go now to continue my online date with my special someone.

Chiow peeps. Adios! XD

Urm...Ok...

Feels like it was yesterday I started working at KPSU...
"Shut up no shut up" it's been almost a year...
I get to meet with new friends and reunite with my old one...
And surprisingly I met my significant other there too...
After 23 years searching...he just pops out of nowhere...

And now he'll be going somewhere far...it's actually not that far, but far enough for me...
Oh...am getting so emotional lately...I may not look like I'm affected by his departure...but only God knows how I feel inside...(wah! naip tok pun dh sedih,huhu~)

I just realized that the two of the most important man in my life is getting farther from me.....

...sigh...

Am off peeps...
Adios...
Chiow...