It's Been A While...

I think that my last post was in February...so that mean I haven't update my blog for about 4 months now. WOW!!! Blh tahan juak lmk ya...

So latest update on me. I'm now a working person (mcm pelik jak ayat ya...don't you think???)
I'm now working at The Ministry of Social Development & Urbanisation. Don't ask me what I do there coz I don't know either. People asked me to type stuff, so I typed...print something, and I'll print something...do stupid stuff pun do lah...(which is so fucking annoying)

I seriously need to get a life. So I think the 1st step that I can do to jump start my life is get the guts to freakingly drive a freaking car!!! I know and I fully realize the importance of it but I can't seem to find the courage to do it. If I can slapped my face just to snap me out of my fear, I would do it. But seriously????? HELP!!! I need some kind of miracle or whatever...

It sucks watching other people living the life their wanted (or so it seems to me lah...I don't really know if that's the life that they want but they look so happy and satisfied...and here I am...being the green monster)

I feel like running away and just start my life from scratch...(don't know if I could survive it or not, but you'll never know until you try it right???)

I keep imagining myself working for FIFA...traveling all over the world, meeting new and interesting people (but 1st I need to brush up on my people's skills la)

I really need a reality check. Gosh!!! I soooooo need to get a life!!! (I said that twice already...see how desperate I am???)

But right now I'm going to go to a corner and sulk and whine the hell out of me...

Chiow, peeps.....