Apparently Is My New Favourite Word...

I don't feel like myself lately...I know it...even my friends seem to notice it also today...

Apparently...some didn't...

I don't know how to explain it...coz I feel if I explain it to someone...anyone...they would think that it's my fault...am not saying that it's not but sometimes you feel that you are entitle to feel that way...am a human too, why can't I feel that way???

So here's the only way I feel that I could express what I've been feeling lately...

Am not clingy...never really have been a clingy person. But lately am feeling clingy-ish...and I know that it's not really good to act/feel that way...so am trying my best not to. Really trying my best not to get too attached on someone but what can I do...he's so damn near to my heart. And am so getting used to hearing/receiving something from that someone...at least, minimum 5 times...in a day...

Apparently, it's getting less and less lately...so am feeling a bit neglected...I know and understand the situation and everything...but I can't help feeling that way...I remember one used to say that they at least need to have some sort of communication with me even though it's a simple SMS asking what am I doing.....

But now if I didn't send a message, I won't receive anything for the rest of the day...sigh...

Apparently am not worth one minute of your time.....

Again, I understand the whole situation...but who would understand how I feel? Am guessing my feeling don't matter much...whatever...

Am outta here...Adios peeps...