Am Lost In The Sea Of Emotion...

Am emotionally imbalanced these few weeks...Hate that kind of feeling...

Having feeling sucks...

Now am feeling sleepy...sleep is good...coz when you sleep you tend to forget all your problems...

The bad news is...when you wake up...your problems will come and hunt you down again...::sigh::

But then again...life without dramas is not a life at all...however too much dramas can cause headaches...not good...

However...I can still cope with all the dramas in my life...so far...

If one day I can't handle all of it...I will leave everything and lay low for a while...just to reset myself back...

Am exhausted from today's work...off to bed now...or sort of...

Chiow peeps~

Life...As It Is...

I'm wondering why every time I have a trip coming up, I will get so fuckingly moody...So here's my diagnosis on my problem. I think that because I know that I have a trip coming up, I will get so excited that I just wanted to leave everything and just go. The waiting is making me so fuckingly moody...and sometimes it shows...even if I try so hard to hide it. Like today, all of us are planning to do our Raya visiting...and after a while I got so restless...(seriously, just like a baby...I mean, you do understand how a baby will get so restless after going out for so long) and I started to do stupid things (in my mind I do think it's stupid) I just can't wait to go home and lie on my bed and doing what I'm doing right now.

And another thing that I realized today (I think for the umpteenth times already), people always take me for granted. Seriously...I don't think anybody ever trust whatever I'm saying the first time...they will always have to ask "Are you sure?" or sometimes they gonna ask somebody else the same question and that somebody will give the same answer as mine and they will automatically accept it. Urgh!!! So fuckingly annoying. Thank God that I will be away next week for the whole week coz I seriously think that I really need to calm myself and rediscover myself. And Thank God again that my destination next week have one of my favourite places in the world XD

Today has been quite an emotional day for me personally...I don't know about anybody else but to me it was and still is. One of my colleague's father passed away last night. I know that I'm not that close to that colleague of mine but we just went out together earlier that day and we had so much fun. And suddenly he was hit with that terrible news. Honestly I feel so sad looking at the pictures that we took together. I think I cried a bit (in denial...) even as I'm typing this post. Hang in there my friend. Semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat dan di tempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Amin....