Feeling Like Crap.....

Not a really good day today...

Started out not too bad...then things started to fall apart...f**k...

It's like all the stuff that I've been keeping to myself starting to get the best of me...seems like I can't hide it any longer ::sigh::

So far I've been following whatever people told me to do, to me they know better...but after a while it looks like it's all about following whatever they say...get what I mean? As time goes by I'm starting to want to have a say on something...but if you gonna make every decision regarding my life according to you, please.....I'm begging you...please, please, please...ask for my opinion too.....

I'm a human...I'm alive...don't I count????? Don't I get a say of what to do in my life?????

Am so tired of following people's orders...wants to get away from it...but can't find a way...am really afraid that my heart and myself can't hide it...might burst out like a volcano...

Now am out to do some more thinking...roger and out...

::sigh::

I really hate to become a burden to someone...even though they said it's okay.

Urgh! Hate it, hate it, hate it...